Day 13

Capture Your Grief 

Day 13

Signs

i just didn't want to miss a post, but really, i don't believe in signs. i don't believe my babies have ever "sent me signs", or anything along those lines. so i again, have no picture for this post. i wish i could say "such-and-such happens all the time and it reminds me of my children", but i can't. and i'd be lying to you and myself if i did. everything all day every day reminds me of my triplets and how they aren't here today. i think about how they should be here with me and my husband and daughter. when i'm at the pumpkin farm, i think i should be chasing my 2 1/2 yr old as well as three 15 month olds. when i go grocery shopping with claire, i think how i would have the cart with the 2 seats and car in front to have all the kids with me. every day. all day.