Monday, July 16, 2012

dare i

blog again.....but we are having yet again another moment of "drama" in our pregnancy. i started cramping tonight while i was out, and then realized i was "leaking" something and knew instantly it was blood. i rushed home and sure enough, there were some clots and i had bled a lot. i panicked, called the dr, who said come in first thing in the morning, then called my husband who is at work. he wanted more details than i had to give him. i got really sick, bled a lot more and then called my mom. she came over and will stay with me for the night and be with my daughter in the morning so we don't have to take her to this dreaded appointment. i pray it's all going to end up like the last one last week, but i'm highly doubting it. i haven't bled like this accept for the times after i've given birth. please pray baby is safe and nestled inside and my body is just revolting against me. otherwise, pray for our family, because another loss, another baby gone, another roller coaster ride and i'm about to run in front of a bus, A BUS (that one's for you kelly). i'll update tomorrow. hopefully.

1 comments:

Connie said...

I just wanted to give you some encouragement. I don't know if everything is okay, but I wanted you to know that I had several severe bleeding episodes with my triplets (our loss was due to a completely different issue). Each time I was checked after the bleed (which included palm-size clots), the babies were fine. I hope that they will find that this little one is still doing fine. I will be praying for you tonight.